I’m Going To Miss You, Chad

This was taken a few seconds after Chad died

Chad died in my arms today

Chad is my eldest son

He is my loyal friend

He never complained

He always waited for me

I am not a perfect person

But Chad considers me his HUMAN

Our connection was immediate

We just looked at each other the first time in 2004

Since then we were inseparable

Chad was having his seizure spells half-past midnight last night

I carried him in my arms and tried to console him

But he seemed to be in pain and gasping for breath

I told him:  “Chad, huwag mo naman akong iwan, please…”

I tried to resuscitate him — blowing air to his mouth

As he heaved his last breath

Chad looked me in the eyes

I knew then that he was saying good-bye

Then all strength left him

My son has gone to heaven

I love you so much, Chad

Bakit mo man ako iniwan?

Papano na ako ngayon?

Who will console me when I’m down?

Who will provide the warmth I got from you?

Who will sleep beside me at night?

Who will protect me now?

I miss you so much, Chad!

Bakit mo man ako iniwan uy?

You left so many happy memories

Anywhere I look — andun ka at pinasaya ako!

Chad, wherever you are please be happy

I will try to move on

Rest assured I will forever treasure our moments together

Hinding-hindi kita makakalimutan

I love you so much that it hurts me right now

Bakit mo kasi ako iniwan Chad?

Di ba walang iwanan?

I love you Chad

You’re at peace now…

No more pain.

I love you so very much…

This was taken a few seconds after Chad died…

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  1. He was the Prince of the Mansion for the 10 years he was with us.

    I never knew a dog could be that faithful to a master until I saw with my own eyes how he behaved around you, with us, or with other people.

    He provided us so much joy and laughter… and at times irritation, but then again, he is the Prince, so we forgive easily.

    For all the memories he left us, I am thankful and for taking care of you, and giving you the time that we your siblings couldn’t give you, we are indebted to him.

    Chad is now in dog heaven, dear brother. Grieve now but then again, rejoice too with the thought that he now plays up there with our olds, still the little Prince that he was.

  2. how can i handle this situation if it will happen to me soon…ikamamatay ko siguro!!! we love u chad and you are always here… in our heart.

  3. Oh… i feel for your loss. the beauty of his memory will always be a treasured remembrance. So long Chad and until then…

  4. I never met this dog but then again I am so sorry for your loss, ter Orms. I would cry too if my dog will leave me. So sad reading this. But carry on, he’s just up there. 🙂

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