To Infinity And Beyond

Tao lang po — may damdamin din

Kelangan lang talagang mailabas ang tinitimpi ko

Medyo matagal-tagal na din ito

And until recently nasa denial stage lang ako

Kumbaga hopeful pa din ako na magiging kami pa din

Hoping against hope pala ang nangyayari

Admittedly sa lahat ng naging kapartner ko

Sa kanya ako natigalgal at naburyong

Hindi ito about sa materyal na bagay o anupaman

Tinamaan lang talaga ako ng todo

As in — todong-todo…

Marami sa mga kaibigan ko hindi ako maintindihan

Pero kaibigan nga sila at tinanggap ang kaeng-engan ko

Ako naman ang talagang nagpapatakbo ng buhay ko

Kaya’t kung anuman ang kapalpakan na nangyari

Ako lang at wala nang iba pang dapat sisihin

Lately, may nangyari nanaman at dun ako napaisip

Kasalanan ko nga dahil sa actuations ko

Nabibigyan ko na pala sya ng “power” over me

Ansakit pala lalo pa’t tapat naman ang love ko

Mas lalong masakit kung pakiramdam mo eh tae ka na lang sa kanya

Matagal kong pinagisipan ito

I don’t deserve this

And hindi sya deserving ng katapatan ko

So here goes…

I take back whatever “power” I gave that person over me

And I claim that I am a good person

And goodness begets goodness

Time to let go

Time to love myself again

To infinity and beyond

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12 comments

  1. hope everthing is fine sir omrz. Dont worry, i’ll do my best para ma enjoy nyo ang singapore kahit na bago pa lang ako dito 😀 Im excited to see you and kuya avel na 😀 weee! 😀

  2. hayyyy . . . . . GO! and don’t look back instead look forward for a more challenging encounters. Ganyan lang yan, ihagis mo sila and you stand up then walk gracefully for sure you will get noticed . . . wala sa ganda yan sir nasa kembot. PAK

  3. count your blessing kuya not your miseries life has more to give. to bring out the best about life you need to confront life’s limitations.

    let go, live well, strive to be happy!

  4. sure2 nag usap na kami ni kuya avel 😀 we’ll enjoy singapore so that atleast ma free na man kahit sandali sa emotional bondage mo sa pinas 😀 nagplan na bya kami ni kuya avel san pupunta. ahahha ^_^ So excited to see you next week sir ormz. keep in touch 😀
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