I woke up today feeling strange
Three days into my GM Diet Program
And I can already feel the positive changes
My hunger pangs are controllable now
Physically, I am getting better
My exercising routine has grown into me
The stationary bike has been a constant morning companion
Difficult as it may be I have to do it
I have to be physically fit for our July vacation
But more important, exercising has helped me get over being emo
I found a way to let off steam
I haven’t felt better in years
But how come I still feel strange
Then it occurred to me
Of late, I have been in constant touch with three of my best guys
Three ex-boyfriends have been a source of consolation
Helping me getting over a messy break-up
Cajoling me to move on and staying the course
Funny but it’s actually happening
In fact, there just might be a silver lining
Is love possible again?
Is the Pope catholic?
Of course, anything is possible.
Ex-BF “E” has lent physical presence
Ex-BF “I” is an emotional wind beneath my wings
Ex-BF “B” has brought back positive memories
I am vulnerable now
I fully understand the consequences
But it’s worth a try
Could love be sweeter the second time around?
We will see about that…